LEARN LYRICS

I remember that upon arriving you didn't even look at me
I was just one more of hundreds
And yet, they were yours
The first flutterings
How could I not realize
That there are forbidden elevators
That there are shared sins
And that you were so close
I disguise myself as you
You disguise yourself as me
And we play at being human
In this gray room
I bite the water for you
You slide over me
And we play at being two cats
That don't want to fall asleep
I don't know what ended up happening
I only felt darts inside
Our awkward posture
Stretched out in space
The pain sinks into my side
My corners blur
I'm thirsty and I'm swallowing
I don't want to not be by your side
I disguise myself as you
You disguise yourself as me
And we play at being human
In this gray room
I bite the water for you
You slide over me
And we play at being two cats
That don't want to fall asleep
I'll be dying to tell you
That I'm going to miss you
And the words pull away from me
They empty my guts
I pretend that I don't know, and that you haven't known
I pretend that I don't like being with you
And upon losing myself between my fingers
I remember you effortlessly
I'll be dying to tell you
That I'm going to miss you