With everything that loving you implied
I didn't mind healing you and, like always
Even though sadly it was all the same to you
I held on until my optimism couldn't anymore
I got tired of the illusion, I drew my line
Even if it breaks my soul
It's not that I want to leave
It's just that I don't feel right being here
It's just that I don't deserve your scorn
And in my defense, I'll argue that I was
The best version of me without deserving it
It's not my fault that you don't want to
It's not that I want to leave
It's just that I no longer know how to stay
I gave everything, every bit of me
But it wasn't enough, I don't know what I was missing
I just hope that in the end you don't regret it
That your numbers come out wrong
That it goes well for you
Find yourself another love
And hopefully that they love you half as much as I loved you
It's not that I want to leave
It's just that I don't feel right being here
It's just that I don't deserve your scorn
And in my defense, I'll argue that I was
The best version of me without deserving it
It's not my fault that you don't want to
It's not that I want to leave
It's just that I no longer know how to stay
I gave everything, every bit of me
But it wasn't enough, I don't know what I was missing
I just hope that in the end you don't regret it
That your numbers come out wrong
That it goes well for you
Find yourself another love
And hopefully that they love you half as much as I loved you