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With everything that loving you implied
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I didn't mind healing you and, like always
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Even though sadly it was all the same to you
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I held on until my optimism couldn't anymore
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I got tired of the illusion, I drew my line
Even if it breaks my soul
It's not that I want to leave
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It's just that I don't feel right being here
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It's just that I don't deserve your scorn
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And in my defense, I'll argue that I was
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The best version of me without deserving it
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It's not my fault that you don't want to
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It's not that I want to leave
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It's just that I no longer know how to stay
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I gave everything, every bit of me
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But it wasn't enough, I don't know what I was missing
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I just hope that in the end you don't regret it
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That your numbers come out wrong
That it goes well for you
Find yourself another love
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And hopefully that they love you half as much as I loved you
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It's not that I want to leave
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It's just that I don't feel right being here
_____
It's just that I don't deserve your scorn
_____
And in my defense, I'll argue that I was
_____
The best version of me without deserving it
_____
It's not my fault that you don't want to
It's not that I want to leave
_____
It's just that I no longer know how to stay
_____
I gave everything, every bit of me
_____
But it wasn't enough, I don't know what I was missing
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I just hope that in the end you don't regret it
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That your numbers come out wrong
That it goes well for you
Find yourself another love
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And hopefully that they love you half as much as I loved you