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Have often reproached me
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For not opening up enough
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They wanna scratch off this bark
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And melt all my glaciers
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Catch a glimpse of what's hiding behind
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This dark and distant gaze
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They know the façade hides
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A soul weighed down with exhaustion
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I stay secret, I admit it
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But maybe I've got my reasons
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For letting my mouth speak so little
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Maybe it's better
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That inside my head the black
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Has taken over every color
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Or maybe I'm deathly scared
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If they knew how many times
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I've only wanted death
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That I'm weak deep inside
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I keep relighting the torch
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That I'm just waiting for a sign from God
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I keep breathing fire
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So I escape into my music
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Every night in my car
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Begging it to push away my fog
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So I suffer and keep quiet
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What's the point of you knowing
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That on my roads I'm lost
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I resent the world with all I am
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Because it profaned my dreams
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Nearly all of them rest in peace
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Yeah, I suffer and keep quiet
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My pains will stay mute
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I don't plan to share them with you
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Afraid I'd lose myself in them
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But I suffer and keep quiet
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I even end up crying sometimes
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I know any man
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I've got no shame admitting to you
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That I don't know where I stand
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That I try to hide it
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I'm a guy way too sensitive
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I'm scared this life
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Will never fit me
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I'm only thirty years old
I tell myself that's something
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That at any moment
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In my life I might skid
That I'll dig into the mystery
As I'm still standing, yeah
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I play the game of existence
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I accept and I bow
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I put up little resistance
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I don't really know what's coming
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We'll see, but I've learned
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Not to count on luck
My sufferings will serve me
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Why they hit full force
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And why it burns in my gut
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Behind each of my smiles
There are a thousand fears
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I suffer and keep quiet
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It's been a long time now
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That on my roads I'm lost
I'm searching, I'm cornered
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As time goes by
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I hide my wounds
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I suffer and keep quiet
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On my roads I'm lost
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My mouth keeps staying closed
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But I suffer and keep quiet