You know I struggle
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Apparently that's normal
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There's no rules in these games
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You know my voice tightens up
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when I bump into you in photos
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You know my heart gets lost
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I think it thinks about you a bit too much
I wish I'd held your hand
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I wish I'd held your hand
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I wish my sorrow
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And you know I at least hope
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It's hard to break the silence
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Even in the screams, even in the party
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It's hard to fight the absence
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Because that b*tch just does what she wants
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And nobody can understand
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We each have our own story
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I was told you have to wait
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for the pain to turn trivial
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I wish I'd held your hand
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I wish I'd held your hand
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I wish my sorrow
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And you know I at least hope
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I wanted to tell you I was proud
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to have been, at least one day
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a bit your friend and your brother
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even if life has its detours
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I wish I'd held your hand
I wish I'd held your hand
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I wish my sorrow
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And you know I at least hope
that you're waiting for me