Everyone advises me
If they were in my shoes
They wouldn't say it again
I would give them my eyes to see you
And my hands to touch your skin
And this broken, unlucky heart
To see if they understand
That the problem is that to love you
I must stop fighting with myself
And if I think about ending it
I must stop fighting with myself
And if I think about ending it
And of the two, I know I was the worst
Forgiveness is not enough anymore, nor another drink of alcohol
To silence these pains that were killing us
That's why I left, I didn't want November without you
I'm going to jump into the void, I'm going to endure this cold
Leave it to chance, whatever may happen to us
I don't want to hurt you anymore, I'm going to end it
The problem is that to love you
I must stop fighting with myself
And if I think about ending it
I must stop fighting with myself
And if I think about ending it
I smile in the middle of the fire
I live a silent war
Words are not enough
I wish I could give back to you
Why are you trying to help me?
Angels don't enter hell
I let you go so I don't drag you down
I have no reason to hurt you
I am everything that broke us
I know I was the one to blame, that's why I hate myself
But it's more than obvious
That they don't understand
That the problem is that to love you
I must stop fighting with myself
And if I think about ending it
I must stop fighting with myself
And if I think about ending it