Hi, I'm writing you these lines
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Because tonight I'm sad and worthless
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Since I've got time, I'm sorting stuff
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I bet you don't care
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I guess you're doing fine too
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Because I think about the two of us
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It means I still love you
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Today I realized
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That we weren't headed the right way
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But that's just common sense
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I think back to all the stuff
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I have to get used to the idea
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That you'll end up replacing me
I think back to the time we spent
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By your side without kissing you
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I never gave you
I regret it and tell myself
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But you know that words
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Sometimes fail me
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I finished our show without you
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You were right, Walt dies at the end
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I found photos of the two of us
From the very first months
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It hurts too much to keep them
So I'm sending them back to you
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Do whatever you want with them
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At worst you'll throw them in the fire
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At best you'll cross me out with a marker
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And then you'll put them at the bottom
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Where we adored each other without fail
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To stop dreaming of another life
From comparing her to you
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When I'm with another girl
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With time, I'm recovering
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The problem is you're there
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As soon as I close my eyes
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I never gave you
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Every time I see you
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I regret it and tell myself
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What I didn't dare say
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But you know that words
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Sometimes fail me
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Sometimes fail me