With this fear of staying
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You call me saying you can't
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You move on without even explaining
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How many bottles till you come back to me
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I worry about you
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You know I love you but you turn it into punishment
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And you hardly even think about it
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Do the same as you did to me
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But I chose to take it as a lesson
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The best example of what I won't be
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I wanna find someone who can get me
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Who makes me grow, who makes me see
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If it's meant to be, it'll be with somebody
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Who makes me way better than you
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Why pretend you're so strong?
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Why not give in sometimes
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Like you say it is, if it's so easy to have
I wanna find, tell me, where?
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Tell me why we don't dance?
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I know the song's already stopped
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I know the hall is empty
And even the lights went off
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That the cold isn't over
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We could, I don't know, dance?
Stories and photos on the phone
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Even iCloud asks if
You sure you wanna delete?
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For a moment it feels like everything around
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Is somehow warning it won't end well
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Even Cupid protests
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He threw all his arrows up
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But it won't help, today I'll erase everything but this one
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'Cause this is the little part
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Reminds me of a movie we watched
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And I won't be able to explain to Will
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Not everything good gets a rerun
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But if you wanna come back let me know
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Round and round, and each round new scars
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I'm tired of going in circles
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Don't mind if I happen to call you
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Once, twice or fifteen
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It's just that I left in your drawer
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My shirt and my King book
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My heart's there too
Don't even say 'never fails'
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When this one drops, since she's not here
It's 'cause I always mess up
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It's that she loves nobody
Maybe she even does, yeah
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But pride took her hostage
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I almost kept myself from loving too
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But I confess I'm still here
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Are you sure you wanna delete?
Look, I'm showing you the trick
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It's all normal, scam on scam
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I'm like that ex who still f*cks you in olive oil
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I left a joint in the shorts pocket
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The nail in the flip-flop is just décor
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I'm a novelist, I'm Don Quixote
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Forgive my ice-cream heart
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Saying she was leaving
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Told me I don't love you, period
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See you Thursday at nine
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Daiane calls me such a sucker
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Mary calls me a great genius
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I say I love you and prove the opposite
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Maybe in a millennium or maybe
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If I took my head as a prize and
We drink from the chalice
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She sits on my lap and says move
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I can't do any analysis
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I think I fell for Cardi B
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Like she didn't love you, so okay
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If you say you don't love me, I already know
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Everyone says you don't love anybody anyway
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Tell me, who owns your heart?
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If I've been calling you since yesterday
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Nothing tastes like you
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Too bad you don't love anyone
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Your gypsy kiss, you kiss me and fool me
I've been calling you since yesterday
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Nothing tastes like you
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Too bad you don't love anyone
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Baby, I wanna call you at noon
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I put my heart so close
To everything that reminds me of us
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I checked your Instagram again
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To see if I still exist
I don't know why I insist
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I don't know why I won't quit
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I know, I always think of myself
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Men aren't into guilt
I gave you the best of me
I don't accept this ending
Always the same little excuse
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You didn't look at me like that when I was yours
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I've lost count of how many times I saw you
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And tried to pretend I was okay
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Have your bags and excuses ready for when I get back
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I know, I always think of myself
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Men aren't into guilt
I gave you the best of me
I don't accept this ending
Always the same little excuse
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You didn't look at me like that when I was yours
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I've lost count of how many times I saw you
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And I tried to pretend I was okay
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Have your bags and excuses ready for when I come back