I feel like I always watch the world from the outside
And I was born at the wrong time, I'm stuck in the now
In these skinny, soulless bodies of my generation
Who glamorously live their freedom that feels like prison
Ok, I started weighing down the vibe
I promise I'll be more controlled
And only sing what doesn't hurt, rebellion calculated
I was kinda spaced out, finally woke up
And I know I'm on the right path
Because I bothered what's wrong
I think 30 made me feel alive, it fit me well
I feel like I always watch the world from the outside
And I was born for discomfort
Why choose the easiest
If I'm here to transcend, not for sale?
I could've become a trend, but I'd rather become a legend
I think 30 made me feel alive, it fit me well
But the Moon moves me
And I dance in the darkness
Once I believed everyone
No matter what they'd say
And I killed all my versions
Before they killed me
I once wanted to be with everybody
Today I wanna be with my people
And to the pride of whoever raised me
I saw our country's culture get brutally hurt
Sensitivity and intelligence turned into a joke
If ignorance is a blessing, I prefer the curse
My ancestors died at the stake
Because the Sun can warm me
But the Moon moves me
And I dance in the darkness
It's so easy to get addicted to wanting to understand
And living is so indescribably magic