To vary, I finally today think about myself
Or: To change it up, finally today I think about myself
Even if I want to have you
But I'm not so strong to overcome you
Or: But I'm not strong enough to get over you
Why did I cling to that it wasn't an end
Or: Why did I grasp on to the idea that this wasn't the end
But a stop in the story
Or: But a pause in our story
Or another day I'll try
Or: Or some other day I'll try it
I'm going to get you back