Saying that I already forgot you
You know that it's not true
Even though deep down it embarrasses me
I have a speech of lies to make
That always protects me when they talk to me about you
When someone told me it once, even I didn't believe it
They told me it again, until I convinced myself
That you weren't for me anymore
And the tremor already passed
That I finally forgot you
And it hurts that I learned to lie
To be able to survive without you
I asked my heart to forget you
I erased your face from my mind
I deleted all the photos, text messages
I'm not willing anymore to look for you again
I'm going to look for you again
I repeat to myself that I don't love you
That it doesn't hurt to see you happy
I tell it to other people but
It's only to sell it to myself
If someday I see you with someone else
It doesn't hurt me anymore to see you happy
Because I don't believe in us anymore
I said it, I said it until I convinced myself
That you weren't for me anymore
And the tremor already passed
That I finally forgot you
And it hurts that I learned to lie
To be able to survive without you
I said that I would delete the photo
I said that I never regretted it
That I don't believe in us anymore