If you've gone far away, I will be here as long as you hate me
I apologize if it's too late
If you're not there, no, it doesn't change me
I always say everything is okay
Up at six, but I don't look
Time is in his interest and he is the cruelest banker
While my heart is inflamed and the ibuprofen isn't enough
It's self-hatred that will send me to hell
When I scream I hear the echo from inside and I stop
Only when I'm destroyed will I be able to stay distracted
The bad thing is that I really believe it, but then I don't care and I drink
Because I don't like myself
But when I do that, I gain weight and then I like myself even less
I tried to mention that I hated getting away with it
I learned to accept myself but with a sidearm
This whole belief that in others disarms me
Hey, who knows who draws and who traces
I speak through gritted teeth because my dick is spinning
And, if I open my mouth, I hurt you, my torture of the drop
The fact that I'm stubborn and I go crazy about it
She who blossoms, I rot in the vodka that fills this abyss
I apologize if it's too late
If you're not there, no, it doesn't change me
I always say everything is okay
Up at six, but I don't watch the sunrise
I apologize if it's too late
If you're not there, no, it doesn't change me
I always say everything is okay
Awake at six, but I don't watch the sunrise
If you've gone far away, I will be here as long as you hate me
If you hate me if you hate me
Sadness is my rest, anger is my fuel
The pussy is my soliloquy, I listen to it and throw it away
Serena for my apathy, I will be water in another life
For now I'm mad, my analyst is in therapy
Since I hate myself, I confess
I'm yours now, the heel is exposed
A streak of blood on the plasterboard
Like from the toilet to the bed for a while, the groove
Sex now or later? I lose weight and body
To avoid suffering, I play the guilty role
To cover and guard this weak nerve
A delicate shrub that produces thick thorns
To hurt those who step on him because they didn't see him clearly
Now I try to feel good, I love you and it suits you
You love me and we're fine
I am the worst mockery for those who choose to want me
But I'm the best beast for those who pay to see me
I apologize if it's too late
If you're not there, I know it changes me
I always say everything is okay
I sleep at six so as not to watch the sunrise
I apologize if it's too late
If you're not there, no, it doesn't change me
I always say everything is okay
Awake at six, but I don't watch the sunrise
But I don't watch the sunrise
What is it that you miss?
If you've gone far away, I will be here as long as you hate me
If you've gone far away, I will be here as long as you hate me