I froze, I stopped, my heart stopped
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I told you yes, I told you no
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Then I coldly denied it
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And how many 'almosts' fit in a second?
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I saw myself reach the end of the world
I saw myself suffer in loneliness
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In a way I couldn't bear
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I know I made you cry
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And I fight so hard to forget
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But how can I explain it to you?
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I'll live in my garden
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Thanks for every day I saw you
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Thanks, but I'm gonna resist
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Your blue lighter is here
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Will you remember?
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Deep down I'm waiting for you in another life
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I also don't see another way out
And it's not even the first time
You know, I already knew you
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I know I'll cry too
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In the raw emptiness you cause me
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I saw myself go down the wrong way
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In a way I don't want anymore
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I froze, I stopped everything here
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I won't walk, I won't leave
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I leave your key there
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Or will you come get it?